Those big, soft tits pressed against my back were not familiar. I finally remembered where I was and what was going on. I reached out and swiveled the... bedside alarm clock around to face me. Four-fifteen, it said. Gently, so as not to wake Gloria, I pulled the covers aside and went to the sliding door and opened the curtains. It was Karen."Why are you back so early?" I asked as I let her in. "It's the middle of the night." Shhh," she said. "Just hold me." And she opened her robe and wrapped it. Touching lightly at fist. Very lightly then it slides up your side. Just like my kisses, my hand touches you lightly at first and get more and more determined to be as close to your skin as possible. I wrap my arm around you and pull your body closer to your mouth as I kiss more of your back. Back and forth across your spine. Both shoulder blades then across your shoulders. Now you are awake. I FEEL you moan. I hear your breath grow quicker. I revel in the smell of having you so close. Your. From then on, whatever he said went. His first step was to get me to swim out into the water past where I could stand, and swim back. I won’t lie, it was fucking tough. My memories of what had happened gave me a new and healthy respect for the ocean, but that didn’t calm my nerves. Once, when I started to have a panic attack, Chuck assured me he’d be right by my side the whole time. He was a man of his word.As my confidence increased, I felt more ready to take it to the next level, both with. Our time has been exquisite but it's about time to stop it. I feel like I'm losing Jim at times lately and my greatest fear is that he'll discover my affair and either leave me or hurt Sam or worse yet, both. Matter of fact I've noticed that for the last few months Jim has been working hard to be a good husband for me.A little stray worrisome thought crept into my mind. 'Was that because he knew about my affair and he was trying to one up my lover?' I dismissed that thought immediately. Had Jim.