"Not exactly a waste of good beer," she said grinning. "Feels wonderful actually, especially in this heat! Half tempted to run around the house the wa...y that Karen does, but would be afraid of offending the neighbors if I did. I'm sure most of them don't mind seeing her running around like that, but not sure they'd appreciate it as much if I were to do it!"There was only one other neighbor that I could think of that might be able to see into the backyard, but he'd have to be standing on a ladder. I always loved my brother, as any sister would, but today the love was different. It was deeper and when I though about him, my heart raced and I felt all tingly inside. While I couldn't put my finger on this new feeling, I knew that things would never be the same between us.As I contemplated my situation, Cindy popped into my mind. I thought about her for a moment and was suddenly jealous. I had reservations about her and Eddie from the beginning, but it was because I was afraid of losing her. Denise locked up and we started walking out to our cars.“Got any plans for tonight,” she asked.“Go home. Take a shower. Eat. Maybe watch a little TV. sleep. The usual.”“What's for dinner?”“I dunno. Ramen, maybe,” I replied.“Ramen? You need more of a meal than that.”“It's hard to cook for one when you're used to cooking for two,” I answered. “But, you already know what that's like.”“How about this; you drop the deposit and run on to your place and grab a shower, I'll run home and shower and then. This is fun, go forit, I'll back you up all the way I do fully understand the Anglo-Saxonterminology." Get lost." Not now, just when it's getting exciting, just get on with it, I won'tinterfere other than to encourage you."John eased forward and the monster now stiff, hot and leaking a bititself paused for a second at my rosebud and then slid in and I screamedwith a mixture of excruciating pain and sheer ecstasy and I locked myheels behind him as he collapsed on top of me and impaled me,.