The next day came and seven o'clock couldn't get there soon enough. I got all cleaned up and shaved and even trimmed up my pubes in case I got lucky. ...Mike said there would probably be some girls there my age or if anything no older than he was. He called me up and gave me directions to a trailer park on the other side of town. I'm not one to judge though, so I drove on over. His place wasn't actually a trailer, to my surprise. It was a small house on the edge of the trailer park. He met me. I've been working hard to reshape myself into who I really am. I'm finally starting to come to grips with the fact that I am a woman. I have the chromosomes, but more importantly I now have a mental picture of myself as a woman. And it doesn't make me feel mixed up inside anymore either. My thinking and emotions are now much more like the woman I probably always was. I've allowed my innermost feelings to come out and they are 100 percent feminine. I can't believe that I had this all bottled up. Unfortunately, great and incredible weren't the same. The Sharks snuck one by him in the middle of the second period and then a second after Forsberg's goal wasn't allowed because he'd collided with the goalie. Two periods down and my team was losing again. I felt sick to my stomach.Worse, the intermission report showed that Detroit was easily handling Calgary in their game two. Steve owed me one story. It looked like I wasn't going to get another one today.Sandy and Pete were pretty quiet too.. This was the firsttime that he had touched himself since the operation. He gingerly wipedhimself as directed and stared stony faced at the far wall."You finish up here while I take the CD player back to the nursesstation," explained Sally. "I'll put it in your room later when I getthe CD from the children's ward.She took her time at the nurse's station to chat with one of the othernurses about a different patient before returning to Simon. Even thoughit had been a good five minutes he was still.