I hadn't had many doors to close in the last two years, and those I closed were the heavy steel kind.The sound startled me as I hurdled into my chair.... I didn't recline, instead I collapsed forward, my head in my hands and I wept. What should have been one of the happiest days of my life had turned to shit. I loved my wife more than life, and I had just demonstrated I'd do anything for her. I hated sluts more to the marrow of my bones and my wife had become a slut.To understand how I feel about. In the field grew countless blooming black flowers, and they stretched throughout the entirety of the Inner Panorama. What was amazing about these flowers, though, was how they exuded an obscure impression of each and every of the bottlenecks of insight that Zax perceived, and how they seemed to move along his feet as he walked atop the land of the Inner Panorama.‘They look like they reached the peak of their growth. For some reason I feel as if the last bottleneck will not make the flowers. No, no, no. Absolutely not," I said. "I'm hungry. Let's go home." We are not going to push you to accept anyone else into our casa, Brian," Rose assured me as we cuddled together in bed. "We were just playing. Like with Adam, we are discovering that we can include friends in our circle without making them part of our household. If you decide you want someone more intimately, tell us." Rose, you are who I want more intimately right now. Very intimately." Are you suggesting something more than. “You actually want to watch us, you know, doing stuff?” I asked again, making sure I’d heard him correctly. “Well, why not?” he said, laughing. “Are you sure?” I asked, feeling rather nervous and unsure about the whole thing. “Yeah”, he said, “When can I see it?” “When do you want to see it?” I replied, hoping it would make him forgive me for anything if I let him see it. “Tonight”, he said, sounding dead serious. “Okay…” I said, not knowing what to say next. “Can I talk to your sister about it.