I had leaned back against the wall to prop myself up. Susan was leaning forward in the chair, her legs spread outside mine to get closer. Looking down... into her blouse, I could see her tits enfolded in a white lace bra. I unfastened the top button and slid my hand inside her blouse, cupping a tit, squeezing it, taking the nipple in my fingertips through the bra and pinching it. Susan seemed to like what I was doing, as she thrust her chest forward, pressing her tit into my hand. Meanwhile, her. No one has ever made me feel as alive as you do. For a while, I thought I was simply infatuated, but not anymore. They had to hurt you to make me realize...”Thin fingers pressed against Lucas’s lips to silence him. “Don’t worry, I’ll be fine. They dragged me here, and now they send me back. And you will be fine, too. Me staying here will only cause you pain and unhappiness. At least, outside of Drena, enemies come straight at you if they have something against you. They do not lurk in shadows.. Two of his neighbors watched me from their attached porch while they sat outside smoking what smelled like a joint. It was a long, black cigar emptied of it’s tobacco and filled with marijuana. Both of the late 20 to 30 year old black men smoked their own blunts and let me know that Shawn was gone. I walked over to their porch and asked when he would be back, but they didn’t know. One of the guys held his blunt out to me as an offer and I accepted it and took a deep drag, holding in the smoke. I thought I was the only one in the house, but when I passed the kitchen I saw mom washing the dishes."Oh hey," she said when she noticed me. She also noticed my erection. "You've got to be k**ding, Steven. Another one?" Why is this happening to me?" I sobbed and walked past her.When I got to my room, I plopped down on the bed and looked at the angry monster between my legs. I didn't lock the door, wondering if mom would come in.It wasn't long before I heard the door knob turn. Mom walked in.