She looked at Jen, then she looked at me. Back and forth she went, until she spoke up.“Jen, please don’t be mad but, can I pick Jeff?”“Sure yo...u can, that’s the rules, in fact I prefer you do.” Jen replied laughing.Tiff looked over at me and gave me a “what the heck” shrug and moved over closer to me. Jen suggested I lay out on the sofa and she moved over to my chair. I did as I was told and laid face down on the sofa. Jen agreed to time the event and she told Tiff to proceed.No sooner had she. "As if in a trance I did as she asked and soon I was snuggling up next to her magnificent body. "Tom, it's been a long time since I've had a man in my bed, I'm a little nervous." Kat, I'm just as nervous as you are; it's been a long time for me as well. In the navy, aboard a sub filled with men you have a tendency to bury those kinds of desires. For me, I buried them really deep. Being here with you and Ella has brought them back up to the surface; I hope I won't be a disappointment."I slipped. Hadn't Cindy said she'd only used that dildo once, before the accident?She went back to the bedroom and stared at the artificial penis, lying inert on the bed. She tried to imagine how she'd feel if she used it.There was nothing. No guilt. But also no particular drive to pick it up and put it to work. Those flutters in her belly only told her that, when she had used it, it must have been a positive experience.She tried to think like she assumed the old Claire would have thought. She was a good. I guess I didn’t understand how much you love him. In my imagination, we all shared one bed until you found the special guy or girl you were going to live with. I forgot you guys are actually married.”I smiled sadly at Miku and said, “It isn’t difficult to imagine Miku. You are very, very pretty. You are very petite and slender, just like I am, and just like Aiko is. You are educated and smart and fun. The problem is, the way it’s being presented, daddy is auditioning my replacement. I don’t.