. you know... weird." It was upsetting," Peggy said. "I tried to make myself like guys. I did the classic overcompensation thing and became something ...of a slut. I went out with boy after boy. I would make out with them. I would let them feel my tits. I'd let them finger me. I jerked a lot of them off and even blew a few. One of them took my virginity when I was just about to turn sixteen. I was very experienced with boys for my age and none of this did anything at all for me." Nothing at all?". To be able to find someone with a heart that was obviously large enough and strong enough to care for not just Sam, but both of us. In the days that followed, I started thinking that of course she had to care for us, it was her job. She didn’t do it because she liked or loved us, it was because she was needed, and as a teacher she was educated to behave in a certain way. If distrust or hate wouldn’t be my savior this time, then complete denial would save the day. Convinced that I had just. Even her voice sounded more mature, some how. "How about you?" I feel very manly," he joked, striking a body builder pose that made her giggle. After taking a long, refreshing drink of his soda, he belched softly (and even excused himself), and then looked down at her. "Where do we go from here?" he asked."Where do you want to go?" Out the door and to the right, for starters," he grinned. "We need a shower." I mean with us," she answered. She was smiling, but her voice was soft and. Maybe you should talk to Ted and get his permission to fool around. Maybe he will surprise you.”“I doubt it. I have to go.”I walked Mandy back out to the bar. She gathered her things and gave me a smile and a wave before walking out. She forgot about her trademark, “God bless!”I ordered a fresh drink and went back to the game room to finish up the pinball round. I suck at pinball, so it didn’t take long. When I turned to head back out to the bar, Mandy was standing in the middle of the room,.