The only benefitis that now I know what I like---not what I should like, not what'spolitically correct, not what makes me look open-minded and tolera...nt---Ilike the company of real men, not make-believe ones---but not brutes,either, or misogynists or gropers or clods, guys loud and gross withbeer-guts. I want something that should even be available in New York---a man who, without even trying, is thoroughly relaxed and at home in hisgender, who's fine being who he is, coming across as. Now that you will inherit my estate you will realize that despite having two big ass televisions in the house, and a house that was wired for sound, I never had cable TV or DVD movies nor did I have a single music CD. All colour, all music were snatched from my life when my children kicked me to the curb. I did have the home videos that the three of you left behind when you moved out and I had them converted to DVD and kept playing them for 10 long years. During the last days of your mother’s. . Later that night i was just closing my eyes & waiting for my mom to sleep but i couldn’t wait so i put my hands over her & she woke up & i got freighted. . She asked me “What are you doing”? i said i couldn’t sleep just wanted to put my hand over her, with a cute smile she said yes thinking me still a kid. . . As I started to enjoy her touch daily. My fun to next level continued whereas i got courage & lifted her saree to put my hand on her cute belly, then just started circling in her belly. I hated the idea of going behind Angie's back, but maybe it was for the best until I could make some sense of everything.The next morning after breakfast, I invited Fancy to help me with the boat, and she happily jumped at the chance to do something with her grandfather. I started to putter with inconsequential chores before I brought up the subject of the previous evening."Princess, what you did last night felt great, but it was wrong. Do you understand why?" I began."Grandpa, what are you.