I sent him a letter about my by decision to not become involved with him. It would be for the better if I stuck with my decision. >,>,>, Monda...y, July 7, 2004 Dear Gary, YES! You made me very nervous with your propositions and many suggestions that we pursue an affair with each other. Although, fun may be in store and a casual affair would be desirable, I do panic at the thought of this at this time. I need to dissuade you and push you away. I know this is my tendency based on history. I can only assume that you enjoyed drinking my piss so you can definitely expect some more.” “I guess I'm just a piss whore,” I smiled. “Cool. While you were, uh, occupied I looked over that website with the leather. Those are fair prices, wholesale prices. I think we should start writing out what we want so when we place an order we can do it at once and get a really good discount.” The rest of that evening, all the way up until the wee hours of the morning, was spent deciding on which items. Now I dared to ask about her sexual life. She bent her head and said her husband is not much interested in sex. He just fucks in missionary position and sleeps off. He doesn’t know how to satisfy a woman’s desires.Then she said she will prepare dinner and went to the kitchen. But a demon in mind arose and I thought of fucking my college days sex bomb tonight. She was preparing dinner. I went to the kitchen and hugged her from behind. She didn’t react so I felt like I got approval.I hugged her. And time ticked on, so did my need.I crept out of my room into hers. She was sitting on the bed and I sat beside her. She immediately hugged me, kissing my face and said "I love you so much, I missed you, BAD". I was full of questions but she started kissing my neck, which really lit my fire thenshe whispered in my ear, "make love to me", then pulled her head back and looked into my eyes. Her look was half love, half desire. She pulled her nightshirt off and was totally naked, no panties or bra.