As they talk for a moment Marissa turns to me and says I need to take good care of Jennifer and I remark that we are going to have pizza, Marissa says... she loves pizza but a rain check would be good and turns to the boss and leans in for an elbow touch. Jennifer remarks that she is off the clock so Marissa leans over and gives me a half hug turning to a full on one when my hand goes around her back. Marissa and the cash! Jennifer goes upstairs to secure the cash while I get soft breathing in. It was only when it was suggested as a cure for his lung cancerthat he accepted its potential and welcomed the news of a femalerecipient.So, I feel 100% female now. I know this foreign brain (I have to keeptaking anti-rejection pills) is all made with Y-chromosomes, but it hasbeen steeped in oestrogens for over three months now and I'm sure Ihaven't had a single male thought since the first week. I decidedimmediately to always refer to Roger in the third person and to myprevious brain. Sheryl felt her hands trembling and asked, "Your kidding right Becky?" No. Of course they were rather juvenile fantasies, but you were my big sister, my idol. I wanted very much to be like you then." The blonde never bothered to explain that those fantasies still exist when she lay awake late at night."But you never said a word?" Sheryl put down her wine goblet, feeling a bit light headed at the information she was forced to process as well as the alcohol."What was I supposed to say, 'I think. He shook his head about it since he had been the only one that had kept his vows. If he had known about all of his partner's affairs he probably would have been the one to kill him.Months later after his wife had died he had found some old love letters. The bastard had seduced her too. He had cried for weeks after he found them. She had wanted children so much and he had not been successful in getting her pregnant. His partner found out and used her for a while until she discovered that he too.