.." ... girl next door," Meredith sighed, her face hidden by a splay of hair as she lay face down. "Not stupid enough or blonde enough." At least we ...aren't total spastics like poor little Sandy," Angelina added, bending one leg back at an impossible angle."Sandy -- Exhibit One in the 'looks aren't everything' file," Meredith said in a serious voice. The girls all glanced over at the stunning blonde, who was groaning as she stretched her legs out half as far as her classmates. Her cheeks were. I open a rubberist magazine. I am a reader by nature. If there isnothing to do, I will read. So now I am reading pictures of totallybeautiful women in latex and rubber, making it look divine. Theblack/white issues carry wherever I think.There are cameras and I have to be doing something, even while doingnothing. Unless of course, I am supposed to be doing nothing.My books are gone. My games are gone. Steve has my golf clubs and lovesthem. He thanked me for giving them to him. I told him I was. He kissed her feet and legs all over. Then pulling off her heels he caressed her bare feet. Vanessa wriggled her perfect red painted toes. Simon was right, she did have perfect toes. He rubbed her big toe against his nose and mouth and started sucking it. His tongue then ran along and between my other toes. He kissed and licked her soles. Leaving her little feet damp with his saliva. His kisses moved up her legs. He undid the bottom buttons of her dress and slid it away from her thighs. Yet, here he was, fighting to keep from doing so before her. Kim wouldn't find out until some years later that the plane he wassupposed to have flown out on that night had... "... crashed!" Kim whispered as Cindy stood to greet him passing infront of Kim without her daughter even noticing. Thomas Glass stepped forward in to the room in full view. For amoment, her parents, as she had always remembered them, hugged. Eachone carrying the weight of their concern on their faces and set deepwithin.