Now that I have shopped as a woman, I now know why. It was time tohead home, but not before heading back to the women's restroom. Not toomany places o...n the way home to pee.I headed out to the Jeep and started for home. I was almost drippingwith anticipation of wearing my new clothes! I really didn't need topurchase these as I could have the MAU make them, but the experience ofshopping was wonderful. I cannot wait to go shopping with Joney! I knowwe would have a bunch of fun. We would have to. I nearly passed out, my head fell toward the bed. I'd never felt as full. Justin stopped with it inside me and waited. "You okay?" I took a breath and nodded. "Yes, go ahead and fuck me baby, go ahead and fuck."I took a deep breath, or maybe it was another gasp, as Justin pulled back quickly. Not enough to come out of me, but almost. He paused again, and then slowly pushed his way back in. This guy knew what he was doing. He continued, out quickly, back in slowly. He developed a rhythm, and. .ahhhh…ummm..aaram…ufff…hayyyy.” I was shocked cause my dad was not at home and he would return only after a week or so.As I started to climb the stairs the moans and the sounds of the cot ‘creak….creak..creak’ started to increase and so did my heartbeat. My palms and feet had become cold and I was able to hear my heartbeat. Somehow I reached my mom’s room.The door was not properly locked. There was a dim light and a fragrance of rose and jasmine was coming from the room. I slightly opened the. They felt bad about my death, but welcomed me with open arms, as a friend. I felt bad about lying, but my life as Davik had been one full of mischief and problems. I hoped that my new live as Ruben would give me the chance to do things better this time around.I sat there in shock as I finished reading the latest journal entry, not sure what to make of it. While I was saddened to hear of his parents passing, learning that he not only faked his death but also that his birth name had been Davik,.