How could a man have such a hold over her? She saw him at a table alone and was drawn as to a magnet although she’d already decided she wouldn’t s...it with him although she’d pass and smile politely. As she sat she though she’d slap him if he asked what had taken her so long, but he was standing, clutching his napkin at his waist and smiling, lust in his eyes. Oh God, not at breakfast! But it was fine, very civil in fact. He answered every question she put to him, although making him almost scowl. " Seth put his finger to his lips hoping Jefferson would not say more about the rebel soldier and how they had left him.Seth's mother sighed. "I'm certainly glad you got away from him, but you're almost an hour from the nearest fort, and there are Confederate cavalrymen all over the place. Most of our neighbors have fled." I'll get us through all right," Jefferson stated. He said it in a way that did not leave room for dispute."I've got to try, Momma." Seth played his trump card. "Like Robert. .' I sobbed, quite overcome with emotion.?To be my mom's human toilet was as pleasurable for me as it washumiliating. 'Then you will bemy daily toilet slave from now on.? Everytime I want to take a leak, you will open your mouth and drink it.' 'Y...y...yes momI stammered. 'You didn't do avery good job did you?' she said.? 'I'mgoing to have to punish you in a very special way for letting my pee spill onthe floor.' She turned aroundand lowered herself onto my face again. 'Lick my asshole!' she. Sort of embarrassed.Not that I even think I fell, not by accident anyway ... The flash of me sliding off the sink plays again in my head. ‘Yeah ... You slipped alright, Radhika ... Slipped.’ I think to myself.They begin to step in closer to me and reach a hand out. I grab their hand, and use the offered leverage to pull myself to my feet. Ugh! ... I feel so weak. Like I just had my ass kicked. I begin to brush myself off.“Thank you.” I sigh, almost shaking my head at myself.“No problem, glad to.