"I nodded and I think I said, "Tha's fine." but don't quote me on that. I was pretty distracted."And John? I've never had sex without a condom before......"That was a splash of cold water. I mean, of course we should use protection and I should've talked to her about it before, but ... well I have no excuse. Luckily I had condoms somewhere, but it would take me a few minutes to find them, I started to struggle up on my elbows. She leaned forward and put a hand on my chest."No you don't understand.. I had never licked a girl’s pussy before and actually had only thought about it, but here I was ready, even anxious to dive between her legs.I lightly ran my fingers along her stomach and down her thighs, purposely avoiding her pussy. As my fingers moved back up her thighs she spread her legs in anticipation, but I just got very close and touched along the sides of her pussy. Her body trembled and she raised her hips. She moaned “please.” I bent forward and kissed her, then began running. "Shit," I said out loud.My PJ top was wet from my sweat so I took it off leaving me naked. I lay down again but still my dream lingered in my mind. Once again I was ashamed of my body for it was betraying me again. I could feel my pussy was very wet and I had this urge to rub it, to make myself come then I knew I could sleep again.It was 3 years ago now since this nightmare had all started, the night that I was taken off the dark street and driven to a quiet location where I was brutally raped. He was looking down at her as her head went up and down, every once and awhile she would look up at him with his cock in her mouth and smile, He had a hand full of her hair as she would push he head down on him further and further until she would gag, I had a huge hard on at this point. After awhile she laid down and he kissed all the way down her naked body only to stop and lick her amazing tits and was eating he tiny shaved pussy out, She was playing with her tits as she let out moan after.