So, that night, I went to my browser history andtried to get back to the video to see it again. Unfortunately, when Ipulled it up, the website said "T...his video is unavailable."I went to google and typed in my city name, what I remembered of thetitle of the video, and the word "tube". I found the video was loaded toanother site. Going to that site, I watched the video again. I must havepaused it 100 times looking to see if I could see anything. In the end, Icouldn't find any evidence that I. Sara's drink arrived in a moment and while she was sipping a little from the glass, she felt mans' hand on her knee. It was so hot against her skin and she felt so nervous but she understood he wasn't moving his hand but studying her reactions watching her sight. Sara breathed deep and smiled at him, leaving the hand wandering over her leg. She was feeling strange. Wasn't unpleasant as she thought. He was gentle and his sight was meeting hers. She was feeling so important and, after some. We can't do this anymore Em. " I smiled and nodded. I had a plan.When we got there we had lunch and I laid down and took a nap. We were planning on shopping on Saturday, but tonight was dinner. My dad said we could go anywhere and I told him to pick the restaurant. He picked an Italian place and I dressed for dinner. I wore a little black dress cut low in the front and one that clung to my body. I wore my long hair down and put on a little makeup. I wore the highest heels I had ever owned. When. That night I became more aware of how my feelings for him were growing. I wished I could just hold him to by bosom and comfort the pains away. Exhausted and emotionally drained Tim started to fall asleep with his head on my lap as my hand ran through his hair. It was then I quietly told him loves freely, deeply and passionately. Also I whispered that he had put the cart before the horse and lost. Yet, they are problems worth having then not loving at all. He moaned, ‘what am I going to do?’ .