The cartel is mine, not my stupid old father’s. He said you were not to blame and to leave you alone. But how stupid is he to not go to the money to... replace what you have messed up. You are the money. You owe me ten million dollars, gringo puta. I want my money. Now. I don’t have time to talk any more. I know you have called the police. They can’t touch me. I have contacts. Just give me the money and we leave you alive.” He whistled. “Carlos! Tomas!” he yelled. He whistled. “Tomas! Carlos!. The music was pounding, heavy and electronic, and I felt disorientated by my confused emotions.Gathering myself by the bar I ordered a rum and coke to calm my nerves, and then another. It didn't take long before I could feel my nervous tension ease as the alcohol took effect. I remember thinking back over all the nights I'd spent lying in bed imagining this moment since I'd won this amazing competition, and I soon started to feel energised and excited. I ordered one more run and coke which I. I had tears in my eyes and near to sobbing.I miss my mom! I don’t care who knows it.Mattie and Jim were staring at me ... jaws nearly dragging.Mattie said, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry ... I didn’t know. I understand.” She turned to walk away.“Mattie! Don’t! You, Albert and Jim are the only friends I’ve got. I have acquaintances all over the world. You guys liked me before you knew. Don’t change.”“You’re paying me! I feel like a thief.”“You want to go to university ... I’d give you the. "Kurgus said nothing for a moment. "Felice. Perhaps I haven't made myselftotally clear. You are my agent. I require you to carry out variousduties for me within the Tahari. These duties will require you to passas a Gorean Free Woman in all respects. What you consider to be trivialdetails may well be things which prevent your identity from beingexposed." It's too much! Your stupid Panther Girl even tried to teach me how aFree Woman submits in the unlikely event of being captured! As if I.