I had done her such a disservice the past couple of years. Tears of regret formed in my eyes.She'd loved me since she was at least twelve – maybe ev...en before then. Today had been monumental. The old image I had of the 'kid next door' coming over to 'play' with an 'adult' got blown away. She wasn't playing. She'd been in love with me for over eight years, more so with each passing year as she emotionally matured. Shit! I'd been the immature one. I had to admit that was one cause of my failed. I thought it was every mans dream to have two women at once. I wanted to fulfill that.Using the dating website I’ve used before, this time I was searching for a woman to share my boyfriend with, for his first three some. A little different to what I was used to because now his opinion mattered in who we selected. She was almost perfect… The body type, hair and eye color, height, habits, and of course- sexual preference. Almost Perfect until I found out she was submissive!She showed up in a. You use your left hand to play with my clit. Using your thumb and pointer finger to pinch it a little getting me worked up for when you start to thrust your lovely dick in me. I want you in there deep. I play with my tits as you start to suck on them, making them hard. Then you make me climax and squirt all over your dick. You tell me to suck it clean. From the tip all the way to your balls.When I get done cleaning you, I get to the edge of the bed and bend over so that my chest is on. I spread. I gasped in thanks and squeezed down on him, hoping tokeep him nice and excited.The playfulness of it quickly dissolved into more base passion. I justlet myself enjoy every moment. It was another benefit of being a woman. Ididn't have anything like the same kind of performance issues, I didn'thave to worry about shooting off early, or not staying hard, I could justride the feelings and savor the wild pleasure.Oswald made sure I enjoyed it as well. His thrusts were magnificent, buthis wandering.