There was just the slightest kind of a nod. After a few more seconds, I let go of her and when I was sure that she was standing on her own I sat down.... She climbed on my lap, leaning with her left side onto my chest and laying her head on my shoulder while burying her face in my neck. After she had made herself comfortable, I laid my arms around her.The next time I looked at the clock on my wall, I noticed that it was already close to 8pm. As she was playing with her bracelet, I could tell that. Finally. After three years of bitching, one could only take so much. Yes I’ll admit I was at fault to some things. I mean I did look at others, but I didn’t touch. Unlike him. I had a wandering eye for a few women. They just always made me smile in a way he could never understand. It was more natural. More relaxing. I felt I could fall into their arms and sleep forever. I smiled at this thought and turned the music up louder. After 20 minutes of curvy street roads I was home. To my own place.. The teacup just fell down and broke into pieces. He said sorry and helped me collecting the broken cup.While doing so, he got a good view of my cleavage through the tank top. I saw him looking at my boobs. When he realized that I knew he was watching, he immediately took off his eyes from my boobs. Somehow I felt good. I was a slave for all the time I had sex in the past.But now, a feeling of dominating a man came into my mind, and it was after such a long time I wanted to have sex. Rohan went. I became kind of obsessed with how I looked, especially with what I’m wearing. “You look good, you feel good, you do good!” Josef would beat into my head, almost hypnotically, every single day. Kimmie and Taylor were listening intently, but I could tell by their faces they were not sure as to why I was bringing that up.“I bring this up because – ““You can tell we were getting kind of lost there for a minute,” Kimmie interjected.“I know – I know. Just bear with me.”Where was I? Oh.