”“Oh horrors,” he said mildly. “There goes my chance at being invited to Tupperware parties.”She didn’t smile. “Some of my co-workers we...re there tonight too,” she sighed. “None of them came to meet you. It’s really disheartening.”“If they have a problem with you, then I suspect they aren’t my kind of people anyway,” he said.She reached out and took his arm, squeezing it against her breast.It only took fifteen minutes for them to get to her house. He’d offered to drive her, but she’d said she. [Name Redacted] and told her about how I'm feeling. She referredme to a therapist. A month ago I would've hated the idea, butnow...anything that might help with the way I'm feeling.DAY 32Had my first appointment with Dr. [Name Redacted]. He said it soundedlike I might have gender dysphoria. I fuckin' walked out. I'm not a [SlurRedacted], I'm a man!DAY 34Felt like shit again. Dr. [Name Redacted] called, and I set up anotherappointment. Maybe he's right. I've been looking online and the. I took her panty n smell it…It was so wet I wan to lick her pussy now but I can not as we r in a moving car and we have other ppl in the car.I put her panty on my dick n rub her wet panty with my dick n she open her legs wide asking me to finger her pussy as I put my finger in her pussy she bent down n took my dick to her mouth n start blowing me under her stroll she was licking me so nice my dick was very hard n she is rolling her tongue on my dick she pull my dick skin n put her tongue on my. Seems the flu that had been going around had caught up with her. I helped her into bed, cleaned up the mess and went out to watch some football and channel surf.Around 10:30 she told me I should still go out and enjoy myself. It was not my fault she was sick and she knew I would be grumpy if I spent the whole evening by myself. So I headed out to a hotel nearby that has this really great little bar with live bands. I figured the place would be ringing in the night the right way.I hung out.