I mean, will I..." Oh, Nancy darling, you will. Believe me, you will. There'll come atime when you won't see a nice-looking boy without your girly lit...tleheart going pitty-pat pitty-pat." You mean... dressing up will do that to me?" I hadn't envisioned suchan eventuality, and it was disturbing."No. Being a girl will do that to you. But you're already a girl,deep down inside. You were before you ever came here. That's why youcame here. All we need to do is awaken that sleeping girl inside. Jan, das ist mein Ehemann Steve. Jan ist gerade aus New York gekommen." Karen hat mir viel über dich erzählt, ich freue mich, dich endlich zu treffen."Aber ich war mehr als überrascht, weil ich Jan ungefähr zwölf Monate zuvor getroffen hatte, als ich geschäftlich in New York war. Jetzt, wie in einem schlechten Film, stand sie tausend Meilen von New York entfernt in meinem Wohnzimmer. Sie hielt mir die Hand hin und ich nahm sie, ohne zu wissen, was ich sonst tun sollte. Jan war cool und zeigte. "Let's try the dress on you," she said, her voice cracking. And she dragged the blue gown off the bed and shook it out. This was part of the problem. Mary's gown was so voluminous, Ashley was lost in it. Even with his new G cup bosom, the gown tended to disguise things. Only when Denise tied the belt tight and dragged the material back across the bust did Ashley really stick out in front. And clearly, Mary the Blessed Virgin couldn't wear her gown like a 1950s starlet. "They could do with being. " I think some of them find that hard to believe given the Yaru's unwillingness to share their knowledge. It strikes them as a lack of faith." And it doesn't strike those same guardians as hypocritical to complain of a lack of faith when they are so boldly showing a lack of trust?" Well it strikes some of us that way, but the seeds of doubt have been sown. I doubt that any would seek to act against you though." They do not have the means to act against me, unless they were to threaten my.