Julia honestly didn’t care about the vote, or being captain of the squad, she had another year for that, but she would so love to be with him like i...n her dreams. She looked at him over by the pool and just sighed quietly to herself.She mingled around with her friends, trying not to be too obvious about wanting to steal glances at him. She tried not to seem so nervous when he actually approached her and started chatting her up. Her heart fluttered, and for a moment she couldn’t speak. He took it. .. have affairs with people who make ourselves look good by comparison. I guess that's true. It's what I did."Once involved with him... it was easy to get on an ego trip, Ryan," she said wearily. "I started to believe the world I shared with just him was fine. I thought he and I knew who we were and exactly what we wanted out of life. I had this confidence I didn't have before... you see? It wasn't true, but that's how I felt." Carrie's face and tone showed a deep unhappiness."It... I can't. We used to see most of the 9 pm movies in HBO and Star Movies. Now that was not when this happened. I never really had entertained this sort of thoughts in my mind about him. I was at my in-laws house most of the weekends. Since we did not have any classes on Saturday’s I used to pack my bags on Friday and be at my husbands house which was just few hours drive from my college where I used to stay in a rented house with a colleague. Since it was exam time I had kept special classes for Saturday. .." Her head is still on a swivel. I can almost hear her heart pound."It's a beautiful day. Are you interested in learning or just along for a ride?"She took a deep breath before saying, "How about, I watch. You show me what to do." At least she's breathing. Some first timers' just plain freak."OK, I'll give you plenty of warning before we do anything. Pay attention and we'll stay dry." Smile.She was real easy to look at. A few years older than me, I think. Beautiful. Way out of my league,.