" You want to know what happened to my manhood? Right." Yes, if you don't mind." When I first came here. My penis was the same as yours. You'll soon f...ind out your penis is a good for one thing and that is taking a leak. A week from now a hard on for you will be a distance memory. By the time you leave here your penis will be just like mine."Before we talked some more Rhonda interrupted us. "Telling tales out of school Suzy. A night of punishment will help you to remember. No unsupervised. You have told me about yours. Usually, we do not cling to them, we brush them aside as wrong, non-affordable et cetera, and are sometimes shocked, or disgusted by our own perversions.Now with this particular girl, things were to be different, for Lucy's beaming smile and her blooming body started to have my mind filled with images intense beyond my ability to suppress them and inappropriate for a married man my age.This went so far that one night around half past midnight I was lying in bed,. They were the size, I estimated, of 8-pound shot."He's been dead two months, no, a bit more, nearly three, dead and buried and unmourned." How long were you married?" I asked, not ready to guess her age."Six years," she said with a sigh."How could you bear it?" I asked, noticing that one of her feet was tapping."We traveled; Charleston, the Bermudas, London, Nice, Spain, Portugal, Boston. He was in trade, wine and tea. He visited whores in every city I am sure, came home smelling of them." Why?. Growing up in a traditional African- American home where the thought of fucking someone outside the compounds’ of marriage was never to be thought of, but taking a same-sex lover would be an offence that would be beyond unforgivable. However, life with Jody gave me the kind of freedom that I had always wanted, but was somehow always too scared to go after. My freedom story begin the night that Jody and I became lovers. After three months of living together, and dancing around the fact that we.