‘Hmmm, probably be Gabriel. You have been my guardian angel, and don’t let it go to your head!’ Janey chastised with a faint laugh as she buried... her face against his shoulder in sudden embarrassment. ‘Don’t worry, I won’t. My thoughts about you have been far from pure right from the start,’ Ren said huskily. Janey cast her mind back to the first time she had seen Ren. She remembered how he had told her that anytime she got tired of being with Hawk she was welcome to ride around on his bike with. And I won't masturbate because...." The words caughtin my throat. "Because a good sissy wouldn't!" I managed to say.Mistress Tara's eyebrows went up. "I see... a good point." She paused."Still there will always be temptation to do so... lift the front of yourskirt and pull your panties down so can see your dickette," she said. Idid as she commanded and looked at her to see her brush some toast crumbsoff her breast, she looked up and tossed her hair to one side."Hmmm I think you are getting. Looking at me breathing heavily, she slowly rubbed and kissed my cheeks. I felt like I was in seventh heaven with my dick still stuck deep inside her pussy.As I was taking my breath back, I told myself that she seems to be in much deeper lust than me. I was only desperate to see and squeeze her big boobs but she has taken it to a wild affair with me in her bedroom. But after sleeping with her I felt it was stupid to have just gone behind her boobs thinking of the unimaginable pleasures I had. But I would know, and I always made sure that they orgasmed and I always rubbed their spunk all over my tits and lick it from my fingers.Self loathing that may be, but it gets me through the coming 12 months until I pluck up the courage to choose another homeless man for my pleasure.This little scenario has gone on year after year and I knew that it would never change. Then last year I had the surprise of my life. One, I might add, was of my own making.I was 41 then and I had to admit that this.