Porn reaches out and holds me, carressing me, calling me to come deeper and deeper. I never think - how do I break from this cycle? I only ever think ...- how can I get deeper? How can I devote myself more fully to Porn? I have Porn arrive in my email. I have Porn arrive on my phone. I have Porn arrive in texts. I have Porn as a screensaver. I have Porn as a homepage.But still, I ask...how can I go deeper? How can I live more completely into the Porn?I surround myself with people who throw. It was my buddy’s mom. She told me to follow her and at the very first moment I thought I was busted. She led me into the living room and seated me down on the couch. She told me that she had woken up during my experience and let me finish it up. She also said that she had never been satisfied that much by her husband.She then told me that she only missed 2 things from our sex. With that she came over to me and started to pull down my pants. She took out my hard cock and started licking the. She knew the next photo.Without looking or waiting she took my cock in her mouth. Thank fuck for digital cameras. While she was busy playing with herself, I nearly came there and then as she was teasing my cock with her tongue. Rather good for a girl I was thinking. The next page showed the girl in a cowgirl pose with the man’s hands cupping her breasts. So I lay on the ground with my camera ready as she got on top of me. This was crazy I kept on saying, telling myself that we haven’t actually. Then one day she was coming out of our shower and her towel fell, now I had seen her naked before but just seeing her there her body all hot and wet I couldn't take it and blurted out "I think your so cute and sexy and you drive me wild and I love fingering my pussy as I think about you" god I couldn't believe I had just said all that and was waiting for her to scream at me and walk out, she just smiled at me and said "I know I have watched you wanking and I love it, I play with my self as you.