A half hour later, I'm on the commuter rail. I have at least an hour ride ahead of me, and I'm not content to simply stare into space, so I dig my pe...rsonal notebook out of my bag and begin writing down the first things that come to mind. They are, no surprise, sexual. Images of various sexual positions with one or more partners come to mind. "One-way?" I jerk my head up to meet the surly eyes of the ticket-taker. "Yes," I say, and pay for the ticket. It's expensive. I entertain ideas of. "See, usually one of us blindfolds the other person, then the other takes her finger and draws on her tummy. The one with the blindfold has to guess the shape. Do you understand?" The patented 'Sophia-in-Wonderland' look on her face assured Amelia that she did not understand. "Don't worry, we'll show you. But since there are three of us, I've given Estelle permission to take the reins." Oh dear," said a concerned Sophia, "there are reins?" No silly," Estelle interjected, "I'm usually the one. Her climax brought his own. Quickly, he pulled out from her, shooting wave after wave onto her stomach with a moan. His own legs shook, almost dropping him. Taking a step back, Jasen lowered Kairi to the floor, but did not release her from his grasp. Kisses everywhere, her nose, neck, cheek, lips, temples: he wanted to kiss every inch of her. “Jasen,” she whispered gently. “I love you.”His insides twitched, having very little to do with what had just happened between them and almost everything. I liked girls. I liked the shape that many of them had grown into, andwere still growing into. I was fascinated with breasts. I wasfascinated with make-up, and how some girls used a little bit toenormous success, while others used a lot, to varying successes.There were two in particular that I was ga-ga over. They were thetarget of all my hormones. I wanted both of them to like me, and goout with me, and fall into bed with me, when I discovered what thatentailed.Sadly, neither of them.