However, I’ve struggled for as long as I can remember with my attraction to men, and the lustful fantasies about being fucked. It wasn’t until my ...40’s that I finally followed through with my desire, but this first encounter was only oral, and although enjoyable, left my core desire unsatisfied.I had been on Squirt for years, chatting and flirting, but never following through with anything. One evening, I get a chat from Tom. After reading his bio (I like older men, they know what they want), I. She finally climaxed and her naked body fell backward on to the bed, her legs open towards me. I was not so naïve as to be unfamiliar with the ways of sex. We did live in the country, giving me many opportunities to see animals mating. I had even watched an older cousin of mine on all fours in the barn, taking it from a stable hand in a most noisy fashion. My cousin had the same look and smell of passion as my dear tutor did that night. I walked into the room, closing the door behind me,. "Why don't you two tell us how far you've gotten with each other. Are you fucking?" Steve asked."Oh, I wish," Kenny replied, "Lisa's not on the pill and there's just no way we'll risk her getting knocked-up. No way." There are ways to prevent that, you know," said Sandra, "There's spermicidal gels, condoms, a sponge-thingy you put inside, for a few. These you can get at a drug store." Well, we've talked about it, I'm fourteen now and, well, we've been doing oral for quite a while and we both. It was then that I noticed her eyes momentarily dropping to my now exposed breasts. I didn't break my line of sight with her. I knew my breasts were showing and I felt aroused by my mother staring at them. Her eyes did not break away from my firm breasts.I took it upon myself to brush the remaining bubbles from my breasts with my hand, bettering the view for my mother. She smiled a cheeky smile and carried on staring at them."My my. I must say, you have wonderful tits." She said."Thanks, mom.".