‘Soon you’ll be all kinds of warm.’ Jaylee’s shudder wasn’t cold-related. The words lingered like nuzzling bees as Cherry ushered in her cha...ttering guests.Oh Jesus Christ…She wondered, as host and guests hugged their greetings, what Jesus Christ would think on seeing her now. Maybe he could see. Invoking the Lord’s name in moments of arousal still caused Jaylee a guilty frisson, reminding her how deliciously far she’d fallen.Pursuit of sexy romance–boys only–had indicated her earliest. But this was different. It feltdifferent and it looked different. I studied my reflection in themirror as I struck a feminine pose with my cigarette. I didn't see aboy in his mother's clothes. I saw a woman- a woman like my mother,enjoying her cigarette. I felt so grown up and feminine. I took anotherpuff and inhaled my mentholated epiphany.I was still scared of what the future held for me. I didn't know if Iwas gay or straight. I was afraid of what my friends would say whenthey found out. I. As it seemed she didn’t hear me, i moved right behind her to tell her i was leaving. As i drew close to her she suddenly leaned back and rested her head on my shoulders with her face turned towards me as if for a kiss. My rod was iron hard from the moment i saw her at the door. I couldn’t stop myself. I bent forward, clasped her close to me and kissed her hard. She settled into my arms half turning towards me with a moan. Instinctively i reached for her breasts and she pulled my head down to. Of course she had had SexEd in school and knew, at least in theory, the mechanics of it. She wondered if she would ever have someone like Bill.Without warning her mother blacked out, and lay there not moving. She could see her mother’s chest rising and falling and knew she wasn’t dead. But seeing her laying there disturbed her and she screamed, “OhGod, what happened?”Bill said, “Don’t worry. She will be just fine. She just got over excited, a little. Look she’s coming around.” Sarah was indeed.