Francis High School Dormitory, an all-boys school run by Dominican priests and all male teachers. This is probably the right time to tell you that I a...m a closeted gay guy. I should be in heaven with all these testosterone boys around me but I feel it is my hell hole since getting bullied is rampant for me during my 9th grade. But again, it never bothered me since I just ignore them and I let them be. My name is Jose Carlos Baruel, a Filipino-Japanese American, 5 feet 8 inches tall, skinny with. When a slow song finally started up and the couples on the floor beganto move together, Mike paused. I glanced around nervously and then back athim. He smiled, took my hand and pulled me close, slipping his other handaround my waist.He never said a word, just led me around the dance floor like a truegentleman.The club closed around 3 a.m., and we were one of the last couples onthe dance floor. When we reached the car, he once more opened my door forme. On the drive home he only said one thing;. ." Can't be yours? No it's not darling. It has to be either Ted, or Lane, or Rufus. One of them is the real father. But you're going to be baby's legal daddy. Aren't you excited?" B-B-But Marsha, t-the baby will be b-black." Only half darling, but that won't matter. It will be ours."ANOTHER TALK WITH MOTHER"Yes Vern I know she's going to have a baby. You should be proud that they've selected you to be the daddy of their baby." But mother, h-how can I feel pride in being not only truly. It's to long. At sunset I had a short, stylish Caeser cut, now it's at least shoulder length. I trace my form, trying to deny what my hands tell me is true. I am female, at least externally, and everything else turns black. How we get down the mountain, I cannot say, the memories are lost in a haze of mist and panicked shrieks. Amy stumbles over every root, shouting profanities and beating against his body. I take my violence and shock out on every inanimate object I can find, and by the.