” Axel raised his hands then went back to folding his arms.“The reason I didn’t tell you about going out to fight every day isn’t because I wa...s trying to power up without you and it wasn’t so I could train. I went out to kill ... because I liked it.”“Pardon?”Rayner’s hands balled into fists and his head hung low but Axel could see something in his eyes, a darkness. “I like killing monsters.” Then Rayner grew animated. “All my life I lived in nuance and complexity with nothing to show for it,. She rubbed it across her body, using her index finger and thumb to massage her shoulder, closing her eyes. The heavy falling of the water around her ears meant that she didn’t hear the shower door open behind her, but she did feel the cool air push its way in. She knew who it was. Now she was aware he was there, she heard the soft click of metal against metal as he closed the door behind him. She opened her eyes, her back still to him and felt him slide his arms around her waist, pulling him. The lads were hard, quite happy to see you crushed by aheavy pallet if it made their job quicker, and the smoke from theships would get stuck deep in your lungs and leaving you hacking up atnight. Learning nothing from my Mother, I took to drinking to helpease the aches and pains. I'd steal from her bottle of Gin, or buy acheap bottle of whiskey and drink it sitting on the south bank of theThames, staring at London Bridge and wondering if this was all my lifewould ever be.Was I particularly sad. She would parade around then come to me sitting on the bed and I would bury my head in her cleavage and feel her hard, firm ass.By now I realized the only thing left was to have full sex with her.That was more serious that her watching me masturbate, or her rubbing or sucking me, but I wanted her.She was really wary when I first brought it up. I told her I have to have this and I bought us condoms so there is no problem, we just keep it quiet between us.I laid her flat on the back on the bed.