”“Uh, yeah, okay. But whose idea was it to do that?”“You don’t think it was a good idea?”“I do now. Back then, I figured prison was a re...al possibility.”“It ended up the way I wanted, though.”“All we have is an eternity, little one. Incidentally, your picture made quite the splash. You’re apparently quite the cutie in our wedding pic.”She smiled. “To most of the world I’m just a little brown-haired girl. You think I’m beautiful.”“And so very perfect on our wedding day.”Aside from the knowledge. “Yes darling, three and it was amazing, I wish you’d been here”.“I fucking wish I had, did Ben film it”? Mike enquired.“No so I guess I’ll have to do it again so he can, hadn’t I.“Do you want too” he asked.“Yes but, only if you’re ok with it” I asked again.“Tell Ben to video it darling and enjoy, but be careful, speak to you tomorrow, Bye” and he hung up.I stood in the bedroom thinking, and then noticed that the ache was back. I knew what was going to happen tonight and as I walked back into. "But put yourself in my place. Let's say you die and remember this life in your next, not in general, but rather in great detail. You love Josh..." You, too," I said interrupting her."I know. I'm using Josh as an example. You love Josh deeply, and guess what? In your next life after the memories arrive during adolescence, you'll still love him, and you'll miss him desperately. You'll come to terms with the love you feel so strongly as well as the intense grief gnawing at you because you will. I had all sorts of excuses saying I used herbal oils and things of that nature to keep me young looking or lots of carrot juice to keep my skin supple and so forth. However I couldn’t keep lying sooner or later, people would have asked real questions about me so I had to go. I had no idea who lived there now.‘Yes!’ I said, ‘I know that house very well.’ I continued.‘Do you now? Well at the moment it’s empty and we’re going to settle in there fora couple of days and watch for our man to show.