I have no real experience on this subject." She stopped talking and looked down at her shoes. I could not see her face but from the shaking of shoulde...rs and general body language, she was crying."I am sorry Amy, please tell me what is wrong?" I touched her knee to let her know I was there if she needed me, but she flinched at my touch. "I am sorry again, I did not mean to put any pressure on you." I did not know what to do, so decided it would be better to leave. I made my way towards the door,. I have elected to watch him live his life with a person I know is not right for him and I have chosen to keep my mouth shut about my feelings indefinitely not matter how much it eats away at me. The worst part is that not a single one of my desires has waned. Not one has become less intense, or less aggravating, in the past weeks regardless of any logic I have tried to force myself to acknowledge. I thought the dreams of him would cease if we ended things but I could not have been more wrong.. "Dangerous! We didn't want our friends and neighbours to know all about us, and Chris did a lot of their pools.I had no idea how much he had heard, but still facing him, I said, "Chris, when you have finished, you'd better come in for a drink of water."Because we know him quite well, Chris was definitely off-limits for me. But I had to try and make sure that he would keep his mouth shut about what he had heard.I don't think our pool got a proper clean that morning. Chris was finished in a. We shared a dinner, and continued our conversation. I kept finding myself drawn to those blue eyes almost like they were magnets. I was enjoying the evening, and it seemed she was, as well. The conversation began to get a little sexual. We had done some flirting in our online chats, but having such a conversation in person was a little different. We started by talking about our current lack of love lives, and what really bugged us about previously relationships. We started putting out feelers.