” Yeah I was drunk. I was saying blow job way too much. “Bull shit.”“No really. Never. I’ve never kissed a guy before.” That’s when he j...ust reached in and kissed me. Mid kiss he took my drink from my hand and pulled me close to him. His hand slid down my back and cupped my ass and lifted up. I lost my breathe for a minute, and when he released me, I was dazed. “One down, one to go.”I smiled at him. I wanted to kiss him again, wanted him to take me in his arms so I could feel his chest against. Options were in-vitro or donor. We were considering both with in-vitro as the best option. I now have 3 boys and here is how it started. Gus had a West Coast business appointment the coming Monday. Nick was up for a family event from DC area. LA on a Monday morning means a Sunday fly out and Nick would be in the area all week on vacation. The men planned something and I was in the dark.Nick and I drove Gus to JFK, at curbside drop off Gus leans thru my window and says "You've wanted. Main bhi apne nitamb utha utha kar unka saath dene lagi. Pata nahi kitani der wo apane pappu ko andar baahar karate rahe. Samay ki parwaah kise thi. Main to bas yahi chaah rahi thi hamaare prem ke ye sunhare pal kabhi khatam hi na hon. Meri pikki se fach fach ki aawaaje aani shuroo ho gai thi. Mera shareer ek baar fir akadane laga aur is se pahale ki main kuchh samajhati ya karati meri pikki ne paani chhod diya. Prem dhakke lagata ja raha tha. Maine apane pairon ko upar utha kar prem ki kamar. .. and then he looked in Willy's eyesand say that while the man was smiling his eyes were hard and hungry.Kenny felt his eyes start to sting again and wondered why he wasn'tjust walking out of the place. But whatever else the meteorite had doneto him, it had robbed him of his courage and resolve. Nervously he tookoff his sneakers, then stood up and turned his back on Willy beforeletting his shorts down. He bundled them up to cover himself and lookedback at Willy, shyly."Okay." Willy got up..