Maybe intimidated is not the right word to use. Maybe not intimidated as much as afraid of rejection.I know, I know, that sounds stupid seeing that I ...had so many girlfriends, but it was the truth. It didn't matter how many girls I took to bed, they weren't Michelle. I had been in love with Michelle since she was twelve and my mind set was that if I asked her for a date and she turned me down all hope was lost. If I never got turned down there was always the chance "that someday maybe..." Dumb,. "I woke up this morning with him gently fucking me. Apparently we fell asleep with him still in me, if you can believe that, and when he woke up he decided to wake me up with a little nookie. Then, after we were done, we went down to the dock to see the sun rise."Jessie got a little faraway look in her eyes. "That sounds positively lovely." Sophie blinked. There was no sarcasm in that comment, and Jessie had never been a romantic-interlude type of person. That's why she fit so well with. I felt great for some reason. It was like I was freed of something I didn't even know I was carrying around. While we were running along the pier, I turned around, ran backwards and flashed my boobs at my brother. He shook his head and I wiggled my chest."What's gotten into you?" Eddie panted."Nothing, not yet anyways. Maybe we should change that," I giggled.I really wasn't ready to do what I was alluding to, but I was getting close. The more I thought about going all the way, the more I wanted. But, Honey, I never ... you mean you knew? How could you ... oh..." Joyce had tears rolling down her cheeks now."Howard, I'll admit that those types of requirements were brought up when I first joined her team, but ... NO ... I did not have ... look, Howard, you are just going to have to take my word for it ... Yes, I knew the potential for that to be required, but so far ... NO ... NEVER..." Joyce was silent for a few seconds and Jeremy could hear the indications of Howard's speaking loudly.