Well, I want you to be comfortable with this idea. If you think you will feel bad or guilty after doing it, don’t do it. I know I would love to. Mor...eover, we will do only what you are comfortable with. I knew she wanted to and she was trying to justify herself. Finally she relented.“OK. If we meet, you have to use condoms always. And no oral sex please.”“Anything you want,” I quickly agreed.Although she did not mention anal sex, I knew that was out too. So around three weeks after I first met. I was sure that my vagina will be full when it is inserted.He bend down and went straight to my belly. He started licking all over my belly and my self control was lost. I started moaning ahhhhh…ummmmm! He inserted his tongue in my navel ahhhh! my panty was fully wet by now. I asked him to fuck me and take me to heaven. He asked me to wait and he went down, slowly kissing both my legs together he came up lifting my petticoat slowly. He reached my thighs and started kissing one by one. He. Come make love to me.” I pleaded in frustration, Ilooked back at him as I remained on ‘all fours,’ ready andwilling to be taken by my stepson frombehind. I started to beg him to come back and 'fuck me good, fuck me one last time,' but I knew thattonight was his night; he planned everything out, and I would go along with his plan.I looked over my shoulder and watched as he removed a large suction based, phallic shaped vibratorfrom a plastic bag. I looked at Robert with my best 'WTF look.'The. He and I are evenly matched.When I come out of my doze for a moment I see Mom look back at us and smile. She notes our hands entwined and turns to Dad. I can’t hear her whisper but when he checks the rear-view mirror his eyes catch mine and he smiles. They know now, if they did not know before, when Julian stayed overnight with me in my bedroom, but I am proud of our love and I am not ashamed. I smile back and I am content. Julian remains asleep.We unload my boxes and clothes at the house.