.. not after my parents. Not after Kevin. Not after trying to protect myself and do it differently this time. What was the whole point of putting all ...those walls around my heart if I was just going to feel like I had jumped into a wood chipper and pressed start?As the week wore on, it became harder and harder to drag myself around, to do even the most basic of necessities. It was as if my body was made of concrete, and it was hardening, cracking.Friday I missed dinner. I stared at the stove,. Lucy brought her mother closer. “Doesn’t Mom have the most amazing body, Daddy? Do you think I will look like her when I am grown?”“Yes, she does, Honey. You already look almost exactly like she did when we met. That’s why it has been so hard for me to not stare at you.”“Speaking of hard, Daddy. That’s some whopper you have pointing at Mom’s tits. Why don’t you suck on them while I suck on the whopper?”Mark almost felt as if he were in a trance like his family had been in last night. Perhaps he. The maids outfit was purely my choice. Eventually after about four months of being a full time girl and learning everything about being a girl from my gf, she asked me if I was gay. I knew I wanted to eventually be with a man as a woman, but I didn't feel ready to leave her. She had taught me everything and I was scared to be away from her side forever. There were a few more things I needed to learn before I embarked on my new life. I'd fantasised about men many times but had never actually. For the first time in two years Suzanne missed a class, as she spent hours cradling her roommate in her arms. ———- Amy spent Spring Break with Suzanne. They traveled south to an isolated forest location that Suzanne previously had used for photo shoots. Amy felt the thrill of spending hours outdoors in the nude, as Suzanne shot over 40 rolls of both color and black & white film in four days. Amy walked in the shade, walked in the sun, sat with her feet in a cold stream, smiled, looked serious..