"Kate! My sweet, dear Kate. I think we both know that if I come in I won't be leaving until morning. Unfortunately I have to be on a plane at six-thir...ty for Berlin. I can't afford to miss that flight. Shall we do this again? And next time I will ensure that I have all the time to make love to you properly." Kate was disappointed, but pleased that he was saddened not to be able to stay."Yes, Sef. I would like to see you again. Perhaps we can make it a Friday next time, and then I could have you. - Yes, he said.- That's nice John, I told him.- And you know that you wont be able to satisfy me like a black man can do.- I know, he said.- And do you still want to keep seeing me, I asked.- Yes I do, he said looking at me.I smiled, then I went over to him and gave him a little kiss.Two weeks past and we were still going out.I had gotten a call for a scene with two black guys, and I thought that would be a great way to come back after being away for two months.I told John about the scene and. He was astounded to discover how quicklythe daily dose of testosterone began to produce obvious effects. Insideeight weeks his voice had begun to break, and within six months hisfacial hair had grown to the point that he needed to shave almost everyday. It took longer for other bodily changes, but after little more thana year he began to lose some fat deposits on his upper arms, bottom andthighs. After another year of gradual improvement, he felt confidentenough to open up a consultancy. I know a lot of guys fantasise about seeing two girls make out together, and I must admit that after that first lesbian experience, I had found myself wondering whether I'd be willing to let a guy watch me – there is something quite exciting about the idea of doing it for an audience. I guess I'm just a frustrated performer! But as I was just recovering from a messy divorce and as Claire didn't seem to have a boyfriend, that was just something I was going to have to put on hold. But I have.