That meant in order to be ontime for my first class, I needed to arrive at school two entire hours early. I was terrified my first few times riding by... myself… now I realize the giant intense kid in the back was the one fucking with people. This went on for about three weeks. The grinding monotony of my life. It didn’t really get better, the scenery just changed. My mom put in an effort to stay home for the first few days, and then went back to drinking hard. I was fine with that. I just wanted. We got a new lawyer and she tried to appeal the case but the crown prosecutor and the judges wouldn’t budge. The incident was considered a hate crime, since several of the patrons at the bar stated in court that they overheard Timothy uttering racial slurs right before he gunned down the two guys. One day, while visiting Timothy in prison, I got the shock of my life. He had shaved his long locks, and had swastikas and other Aryan symbols written all over his neck, arms and chest. While in. I shrugged. Alex snarled, “Don’t look at her, she’s no use whatsoever.”Shane looked from me to Alex. “What’s your problem? You two fighting won’t help us find Areeya.”Alex glared at me. “Why don’t you tell him, as this is all your fault.”“She’s right, Shane, it is all my fault. I had the chance to shoot Jandaeng, but I couldn’t do it. It didn’t happen as I told you all. Aki took me into the garage and gave me a gun and told me to shoot him. He put his hand over mine and pointed it at Jandaeng’s. I tried to speak, and he chuckled. ?If I were you, I?d focus on breathing not being a bitch? he said taking a big chunk of my hair and pulling it hard. I felt my eyes grow teary. He held the knife to my cheek again. ?Now, are you going to behave? Just nod yes, darling? Darling? What the hell is wrong with this guy? I shook my head. ?Good?. He plunged his face into my neck, and licked and bit my neck. Oh god, now my body is really betraying me. It felt so good, but it was so wrong. I.