Me: If her parents are not there, stay the night with Rahul and comfort him. He may need a friend like you.Poor Shilpa did not understand me.Shilpa: O...k you are so mature not like other boyfriend who get jealousMe: “Oh my jaan, I trust your friendship and I trust you”But, I knew from the back of my mind that all boys are the same, and Rahul will try to do something with Shilpa. I dont know why but for me, my sexual fantasy mattered more than the virginity of my girlfriend, and what is life. It felt dangerous, but no more dangerous than fucking in the change room. Besides, I was enjoying the devilish expression on Mel's face when she looked at me. It was a look of collusion - we're in this together, pal. It made me feel bonded to her in a way I'd never felt with another person. We were now partners in crime. Mel picked up the other two bikinis she'd chosen. Examined them briefly, and then decided to purchase both. She left the others behind, along with her own old underwear. We. We stared at each other. Does this make us lesbians? Sara asked. Do you like boys still? I asked. Yeah. Then were not lesbians, were bisexual. Whats that? It means we like both boys and girls. Cool! Im a bisexual! I, yet again, rolled my eyes. *That night* -Saras POV- Maddi and I had our clothes on again, because sleeping in the nude meant nearly freezing to death. We popped a movie into the DVD player and sat back to watch. We sat side by side, with our shoulders touching. About halfway. She had tattoos but not gaudy things, and I could enjoy seeing her body. Not trying to view it through a maze of artwork.I went back to the bar and watched the rest of her session. Looked around at 6 -8 girls, busy with their phones and not paying any attention to the guys there to check them out & spend a little money.When she stepped off the stage, I asked if she had time to dance for me in the private area? We were there for 5 songs. And I was shocked when I got hard just looking at her and.