I told him I met her at the beach and she kind of turned away. I believe she was embarrassed for him to hear that. After he walked away Mary asked me ...why I told him that and I told her it was the truth. I knew right then that she still had feeling for this guy. I asked her if she wanted to talk and she told me maybe later and walked away leaving me standing there for the third time. I walked back over to the barn and drank more hooch. It was some pretty good stuff. I knew I was drinking to much. Unfortunately there had been complications with Janet’s birth that left Jan unable to have more children. It didn’t matter to John, he was content to have Jan and his daughter. Besides the fact that Jan couldn’t have any more children didn’t detour them from trying. Their love life actually became better afterwards, and they had sex three or four times a week instead of once or twice a week.After her death the grief over Jan’s loss had dampened his desire for sex, at least for a year or so.. Her technique changed, and I suddenly became less frustrated. The pleasure and horniness remained, but the sensations became soothing. I became more and more relaxed until I could barely even think.I don’t know how long I remained like that, but it was wonderful. I was floating on a sea of detached pleasure and need, the waves steady and soothing yet building in height. Finally, when the waves were at near skyscraper-sized, they began crashing into each other releasing all their pleasure and. For years she had watched the children grow and was often the one to call if anyone in the neighbourhood needed a last minute babysitter. 'Just take them to Granny Jane's,' they would say, 'she would look after them,' and she did. When she moved to the neighbourhood in her late twenties it was understood that she had inherited considerable wealth from her folks back east. She moved here to get away from the thought of the old place. And so Jane integrated herself into the neighbourhood well,.