The old crone all but dragged herself up the steps to the deck, and screeched for Rayne. He was at her side instantly and one look at her and he knew ...the vision had at last come. He was fearful of exactly what it had been, yet he longed to know. Maria imparted all that she had seen and Rayne turned and shouted the orders to turn due north to the helmsman that had taken over when Rayne had raced to Maria’s side. Rayne helped her down the stairs back to her cabin, and mixed the powders in a. In fact, when I had fucked Doris, I had visions that she was my mother. I felt guilty, but I couldn't help the feelings. Those feelings grew stronger as time passed.In the meantime, I had sex with several older women and each was extremely pleasureable. Some men like young girls, but I was drawn to older women. I was drawn to my mother.My dad passed away when I was 28. Mom dated for while and then she met a man who was 12 years her senior. He was quite wealthy and mom would be set for the rest. Mother hands me a pacifier, a pink lacy blindfold,and my Maribou pink arm and ankle cuffs, so I can be properly'restrained' for nap time. She gives the key to Mistress Ismy. Motherhas me undress Ismy. She is wearing a leather body suit for the ride. Ihave to reach up, to pull her zipper down, she is about a foot tallerthan me. She is wearing a fairly feminine pink brazier, that isfighting a war with gravity and mass, with Ismy's sizable tits, whichbasically smack in my face as I unzip her. Just what I needed, comfort food and some light flirtation. I just need to feel sexy sometimes and since my husband doesn't fulfill that need, I am finding it in other ways. I know it's wrong but what else can I do? I have tried talking to my husband, earnestly. I have lost weight at his urging, so I am finer now than I have ever been, but still no change. No change in his sexual desire for me. What's a girl to do? After eight years I am tired. I want some good dick. I want to feel sexy and.