No, I didnt. She kissed me. But I didnt kiss her. Shes an idiot, much as I love her like a sister, I wouldnt ever kiss her back. Im not like that Nikk...ie. I love you. Now please, come and sleep in your bed with me? And in the morning we can all discuss this? Im getting so bored of Cayla that I just want it over and done with. I said shaking my head, and every word I said was true. I do love Nikkie. Ill never stop loving her, I always will. I pulled Nikkie up and carried her back to the bed. She. I parked and shut off the car. Surreptitiously, and with plenty of furtive glances, I checked myself. I wasn't sweating too badly from the car ride, and I used a superb deodorant so I smelled 'spring time fresh'. I got out and locked the car, turning to stride into the Smokey Bones bar and grill.The hostess recognized me from school and summoned a perky smile, "Hi Robbie." Afternoon Maya," I replied, leaning over her desk and making a vague waving motion with my hand while giving her my most. I didn’t work the telephone job the next day so it wouldn’t be a problem, even if it took me a while to find her place. The next morning I found myself at her door at 7:30 in the morning. It hadn’t taken long to find her apartment. Her directions had been very clear and I knew the area well enough. I knocked and waited, hearing someone coming to the door. When it opened I saw a lovely woman with brown skin, deep brown eyes and short dark hair peering around the door. “I’m here with your coupon. 7 lund rakha or ek hi dhakay may daal diya pel diya maa ko phir maa chikh kar uthi or boli aaaahhmooojjjjiii kiya kar rahay ho roz is tarah mat utho dard hota hai ok darling kal say teri choot chat kar uthon gaa phir main nay gand choddi maa to subha hi jaisay mar gai phir maa bathtub may lita diya or maa kay her ang ko doua saaf maa to mazay say jhoom uthi phir bath may main bhi aya hum pati patni ya maa beta nangay naha rahay thay main maa kay oper tha main maa kay mummay nichor raha tha Maa.