.. especially when she didn't want to make love at all. Compressing her lips, reproving herself, she tried to accept that she was going to do it. Here..., she was a sure thing. The romantic element appealed to her, of course, but she didn't know if she could be intimate in such a profoundly personal act while pretending that she was someone else. She wondered if she could do what he was doing, pretend that he was Jerry. Probably not, it sounded like he was going to do things to her that Jerry had. ..A telegram arrived about three months later; about a week before mybirthday.'Regret to inform you of the passing of Amanda Grayson. Funeral will beheld on the 3rd of this month with will reading next day. Please attendif you possibly can. My sympathy and love are with you at this painfultime.'There was no indication of whom it was from. Once I had recovered fromthe shock I figured it had to be Sloane; who else could it be?Tina picked up the phone on the second ring."Amanda died," was all. Then my best friend Dave comes up to me, and he looks ....My heart skips a beat just looking at him.He takes my hand, we dance, and I love the feeling of his strong armsaround me.By the time the dance ends I'm trembling with a feeling I cant put myfinger on.Then he kisses me, and I can name it.I'm in love with him.I want him to hold me, and kiss me, and do things I am not equipped forwith me ....Then I wake up, crying.I dont know what to do about this.I dont know who I can talk to.I know dreams. Prakash said to us, “a****ls are such a free to sex at anywhere.” I replied, “You are wrong, Prakash. Your theory is not correct. We also do this in public many times.” Prakash strangely saw us and said, “Really!! Mrs Zeba, I can’t believe on my ear.” Farhan said to him, “Prakash, sex is beyond limits, we love threesome, foursome and groupsex. Even we like Gay, Lesbian, Bisex and Fetish too.” Prakash took lot of interest with talking us. Prakash laughed and said, “How can you prove it to me??”.