My mind was telling me this was something I didn't want to do, but my body was telling me something completely different. Pam was next to me, the scen...t of her filling up my senses. Her hands glided over my bare chest, then she pulled herself close to me as she had at the wedding, her hand on my neck, her body pushed into mine, her pussy massaging my cock. I let my hands fall to her hips and ass and let them follow with the rythem of her undulating hips. I know she could feel my cock growing. I was remembering the time pretty soon after Dawn and I had experienced out first "lifestyle event" together which are actually posted my first two stories here. I had known Jake from working with him a few years before when we again worked at the same place. Dawn also worked there which is how she'd met him. Anyway ... after our first "encounter" Dawn and I often talked about what it was like and how much we both enjoyed it and hoped we would get to experience more fun times. I don't remember. Get an early night."I dumped the files on the desk in my study, but didn't open any of them. Instead, I drifted across to the bookcase. It's mostly reference in my study, of course, and none of the volumes held any attraction. In my lounge, I ran a finger along the rows of books. David Weber, perhaps? John Ringo? Heinlein ... no. McCaffrey. I shook my head in irritation and my finger stopped on 'Fifty Shades of Grey'. What was it about Melissa Sharpe that was so appealing? Maybe it was she. I should have never brought up the change in ourmarriage. But Andrea didn't seem to mind. She's like me ina lot of ways. She enjoys the charge we get when we talkbeing D/s... living a D/s lifestyle. The only thing thatmade it that more exciting was telling someone with an openmind.I look at the glass of wine and set in down on the table -wondering if I have a drinking problem. I wish I hadn't hadso much that night at dinner. I really wish I hadn'tbrought up my wife's desire to try something.