In a way Alexandra was his creation. A new life sent out into the world. She was now like him, but he could never form a permanent relationship with h...er. In time he realized they would be at each other's throats. The connection between instead of bringing them together as it had done with his daughter would drive them apart. 'We cannot exist near each other. Like two great predators we will have our own territories neither intruding on the other.' Anthony thought. Anthony could only feel. WTF are you?”“Oh, I thought you were liking it.” “WTF! Who would like that? It hurts, fucker.”“Im sorry.”Well, there goes my night as I laid next to her caressing her head and said sorry one more time....Then I felt her hand reach for my dick. “Looks like your little buddy is not going down.”“How could it after what we did?”“Does it go down on it’s own?”“Maybe, but I think its gonna hurt if left alone”“What do you need to do? It is pulsing and its hot.”“It needs to let go of it’s load.”“I can. You have finally decided to pop the question to your girlfriend of 2 years Sarah, and she said yes. The ring didn't quite fit so you got it resized that evening and need to pick it up tomorrow but you are just on Cloud 9 that everything else went as expected. Sarah has been a moderating force in your life after a tumultuous first two years of college. Some people have said she is a bit plain, a little too religious, and not very interesting but you know she is a good stable fit for you who. She was working hard on the subject and, to tell the truth, I was enjoying my time with her. I was also enjoying watching her do well. I began to identify with the pull of teaching for some people; that ability to help students understand a subject and achieve satisfaction as they succeeded.At the end of the term, I was waiting to hear how Renata did in her mid-terms. It was no surprise when she passed European History with ease but it wasn't a foregone conclusion to her."I did it! I did it!".