We were being loaded into an ambulance three blocks away when Tower 7 came down. If our rescue had been delayed a half hour..."Not that I haven't mind...ed being thought a hero by NYPD." You were brave," Kennedy said valiantly."I was trying to do good things," he agreed. "Irony is that except for my spleen, I'll fully recover. Captain Harrison won't. Irony is if that chunk of concrete and rebar had hit two feet higher, it would have killed the both of us."It was sobering, for sure.The next. It sent a virtual panic around the room and while I was still coughing, the paramedics arrived, but I was not worried. The lapse of memory was temporary. Everything would come back to me with time.Before they wheeled me out, I wrote out a brief list of instructions for Noah. I couldn't think of much at the moment; it was frustrating to know that I could not remember things I desperately needed to know now. Most of what I could remember related to the KaibaCorp changes I intended to carry out.. "I want you Jill. I want you to be my girl."It was what I wanted, and as soon as I said yes, he pulled me closer andI felt his hand creep down my back, closer to my butt. I had my head onhis shoulder and I held on to him, half afraid that he would say tohimself 'Jill is a boy', but he never did, and I spent a lot of theevening in his arms. As the dance drew to a close he asked me if Iwanted to stop for a bite and naturally I said yes. We went to Benny's,a small, but very nice restaurant. He and. I mean, this is the music business. If somebody's gay, it's not a big deal unless you're into, like, gospel or something." I'm that way myself," I said, telling the truth. "Tell you what, if Amy comes to the Triangle on a visit, maybe you and Dave and she and I can double-date." Even though I was now a woman myself, I was still attracted to women, just like when I was a guy named Joe. I liked having some continuity with the old me."Do you mean that?" Yeah, I do." Cool, 'cause we could do that..