So alone! Utterly alone.”“Sarah would never cheat on me!” I declared, trying to fight back against this awful prediction of an inevitable fate.�...��You keep believing that, Will! Be strong! Fight to the end – the unchangeable end!”There were tears in my eyes now. I didn’t want to lose Sarah! I couldn’t allow that to happen.“So what can I do?” My voice was a bit wobbly, and I had to fight to keep it calm. “Is there nothing I can do?”He shook his head sadly, and then paused, raising a finger into the. ” Zander tugged at his beard, seemingly lost in his own mind. “Alkandi chooses her mothers, you see, not her incarnations. Your mother was marked before either you or Yavara were born. Alkandi didn’t know who Trenaria Tiadoa was, for spirits don’t have names or faces, but she knew that Trenaria’s womb would carry a daughter who was kindred to her.”My heart knotted in my throat. “Zander, what did Brock say to you?”He studied my face for a very, very long time. So excruciating was his analysis of. So what was the problem now? It wasn’t a matter that it didn’t turn me on, because it did. It wasn’t that I hadn’t thought about doing it, I had. The realization that my dick had remained rock hard through the whole event stood in testament to that, and I was certain that it was due to more than the buzzing dildo in my ass.And then it dawned on me. I was simply afraid. Afraid of what it said about me. Afraid that somehow it might get out and affect my work, or my life with my family. Afraid of. Throughout my life, I always had big manly hands, the addition of hair was not helping.I thought of the other woman and their bodies in those costumes. I imagined the one with the big boobs, just hanging out of that nurse outfit. Her bust so full and ripe.I was never competing with these women.I slipped into my own costume which I had conducted my plan in. My laboratory jacket, and my oversized glasses. I probably did look like I was from a horror film. With my wrinkled neck and short hair,.