. second thoughts. Regrets.The next day, Pat and I went for a ride, just to get out of the house. Pat said she still thought she could get Dave to giv...e semen to impregnate me. I didn't say that I wanted him to give me semen the old-fashioned way.Riding in the country. The wreck. Screams, then nothing ... I lost Pat. I thought I'd lost everything.Dave. Carlita. They took me in.We got a new bed. There is a hole in me where Pat was supposed to be, but I was surrounded by love in Carlita and. He told me to leave my stuff there and follow him.He led me downstairs to the basement and i just froze ,there where bout 20 people, naked, and i cud see all kinds of sex i had seen on the internet.There where couple of girls with a strap-on fucking each other,on the corner i cud see three guys in a gang bang ,the guy getting fucked was crying out loud,his mouth and ass getting fucked.There was kissing going on, a guy was gettin a blowjob from a crossdresser, another a handjob from 2 girls. It. It was all pretty alien to me. I had a Facebook account that I seldom visited. I had no "friends" to boast about. Kathy had a few hundred and check for requests frequently. This particular morning she was gazing out the window, sad and withdrawn. "Anything the matter?" I asked after a while of silence. "I don't know if it's right to talk to you about personal things," she said after a moment. "I don't mind. If you don't want to I won't press you." There another lengthy silence. When she. So, okay, I’ll play along. Okay?” he said.“Thank you my husband. I love you,” she said.****The big do had been over the Labor Day weekend. That had been almost a month gone. I’d not gotten any calls or messages or visits in all of the time since. I wondered at that. Abigail had seemed very interested in meeting with me for some reason; hell, she’d given me a phone so she could contact me. But, apparently I’d misread her intentions in that regard. Well, that’s what I’d thought until two hours.