It must be horrible to think your mother is dead, to grow up without her, only to find she is alive and has never once tried to see you. As great a ho...rror as that is, finding out she kept your twin but left you can only compound your desolation.And, I can understand Mary’s sorrow. I prayed I would never experience anything that devastating. The loss of a child, particularly when the child is somewhere in the same country but you cannot see her, must be as deep a pain as that which was ripping. In some circumstances, maybe that happens. Maybe she doesn’t do her Kegels regularly. Hard to tell, it could be any number of factors. Fisting itself isn’t gonna do that to you, though. Especially if you’re doing your Kegels. You know, guys can do Kegels, too.Which Kegel exercises do you recommend? Well, first you have to isolate the PC muscle. A good way to do that is by putting a hat or towel on your dick the next time you have a hard-on and bouncing it up and down. Feel that muscle in your. One? Two? Three? So slow. Finally an hour went by, then the second and so on. She started pacing anxious for anything to do, anything that would keep her from staring at her watch all the time. She started shouting for help once more. Still no answer.Why? Why her? Her thoughts whirled in circles. She forced herself to stop, to think. Everybody said she was smart, her mom, her teachers. If she was so smart she should try to think it out. Was this a kidnapping? If so there was hope for her. She. And she learned very well — Bill and I agreed that she had a very talented mouth.Even Kristi took guidance from Nicki as she serviced both Bill and me. Kristi was the only one I took on for real, with the help of the Darjee equivalent of a Viagra. I had simply wanted her for too long to wait. She was the only one of the three women I fucked before being rebuilt. And it was worth the extra effort. That woman was a very eager partner. She was as energetic and creative as a bed partner as I had.