Was being awoman worth it? Was losing everything worth the cost in all of theemotional heart rending hurt I was feeling? 21 years of dreaming ofbeing ...a woman had come true, yet I was heart broken. When the doorbellrang, I didn't care who saw what, I opened the door, only to see mymother standing there."Put a robe on honey. We need to talk." I went in the bedroom andslipped on the matching peignoir that Angel had left, "just in case,"she had told me. Mom was sitting at the table. "I was wrong. He had some kind of meeting today.Last night when Tami and I had been taking out evening walk, with Traci and Peter trailing a few yards behind somewhere along the line they'd become our shadows we'd met Dan Boyd, the deputy who lived in the park. He'd said that almost every cop in the county city police and sheriff's deputies was conniving and scheming to get this Saturday and next Saturday off to get to the game. The ones who didn't have kids in school were football fans."You have a criminal. I'll do my best." I love you, Beebs."John laughed at his use of the nickname. "I love you to, Blaine. I'llmiss you." Hey, you two!" Rose called as they entered the terminal."Come on, honey," Ed said, heading to the ticket counter. "We'rerunning a little late. Let's go." I'll miss you so much more." He hugged John and gave him a soft,quick, passionate kiss. "See you on Sunday." See you Sunday," and John hustled to join Rose and Ed at the counter."Ladies and gentlemen," the voice came through the. After much bragging went on abutv who one the best game contest it was soon time for bed mam and dad went to bed early and left us two boys to get to sleep. now this is the bit where my mam did not think of where anthony would sleep between us we decided to share the large double bed that my sister had left when moving out. At the time we were both quite shy and we seperatly got undressed and left just our boxer shorts on. I had a night light cord above my bed for incase i were to wake up.