"Classic heels, distinguished stilettos, courtpumps, traditional seamed hosiery and garters, elegant lingerie, corsets---"Mary interrupted Lisa who ha...d interrupted Kim. "We really get enthusedabout it. Nothing beats seeing your husband wearing C or B-sized breastforms in a stunning bra. Once the makeup is on, they're to die for!Earrings, wigs, jewelry beyond belief. And they---"Kim interrupted Mary who had interrupted Lisa who had interrupted Kim."The guys get it! They see us happy! They just. I was one of the more fortunate and I had learned to take advantage when it was to my benefit. Compassion was not a survival emotion in prison and my compassion had been suppressed for a long time. My work at the clinic was slowly reviving that forgotten emotion and I was trying very hard to remember. But, this is how my mind was functioning now and would dictate my actions toward Nan as this first meeting progressed. I know that sounds cold and distant, but my reality for five years, six. ..I have discovered that my boyfriend Andrew is what they call a "leg man".Not that he's alone in that. I swear, if any of us girls wear an outfitthat so much as shows our knees to school, the janitors have to workovertime to clean up all the boy drool.And it's even worse if we wear nylons. For some reason, seeing a patch ofskin covered by sheer fabric sends even more sexual signals than evenseeing the same patch of skin uncovered.Even as I think about this, I realize how much I've changed in. " Geo said right behind me."You didn't think I was such a little kid a little while ago," I whisper back at her, a little miffed that she keeps trying to make decisions for me.Whatever she was about to say in return she cut off as Amber walked in with a few drinks. "This one is for you," she said with a wink, before handing Geo hers. "Where's mine?" Dixie asked as she came out of her room. My jaw nearly hit the floor. She had changed into a spaghetti strap pink top, without a bra, and her belly.